Kobe passed away today. My heart is bleeding and i don't know how to stop it and the tears just don't end. My little guy fought the fight and won as far as i'm concerned. He outlived all expectations. He had been doing not so great for a while, but hanging in there. 4 days ago he started to go down hill again and then when I woke up this morning he was doing really bad. My vet was closed today so I found a good vet up in truckee and they had us come to their house and he examined Kobe and we decided that the best thing would be to put him out of his misery. These pictures were taken just before. I was able to lay in the grass with him and tell him he was going to heaven and i'd see him when i got there and there would be no more pain. Then we put him to sleep. He went so quickly and quietely. I really felt in my heart that he was ready to go. He was so tired from fighting for so long. I'm thankful for that, but my heart (and my head) hurt so bad. I miss my baby so much. Not to mention that today is Sam's first bday and we had a great party planned that obviously didn't happen. So you'll have to wait till next year for bday pictures. maybe later i'll put her cute little party hat on and take a picture..Happy Birthday Sammy, Ray and Mason.
Kobe passed away today. My heart is bleeding and i don't know how to stop it and the tears just don't end. My little guy fought the fight and won as far as i'm concerned. He outlived all expectations. He had been doing not so great for a while, but hanging in there. 4 days ago he started to go down hill again and then when I woke up this morning he was doing really bad. My vet was closed today so I found a good vet up in truckee and they had us come to their house and he examined Kobe and we decided that the best thing would be to put him out of his misery. These pictures were taken just before. I was able to lay in the grass with him and tell him he was going to heaven and i'd see him when i got there and there would be no more pain. Then we put him to sleep. He went so quickly and quietely. I really felt in my heart that he was ready to go. He was so tired from fighting for so long. I'm thankful for that, but my heart (and my head) hurt so bad. I miss my baby so much. Not to mention that today is Sam's first bday and we had a great party planned that obviously didn't happen. So you'll have to wait till next year for bday pictures. maybe later i'll put her cute little party hat on and take a picture..Happy Birthday Sammy, Ray and Mason.
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