More on Kobe

Well tomorrow will be another day at the vet. Kobe is getting a bunch of blood work done. Last week he had an ultrasound with a vet from UC Davis. He is supposed to be one of the best and he couldn't find anything that pointed one way or the other. All the vets are stumped as to what is actually wrong with him, so my hell continues. This weekend was awful. Kobe went downhill pretty bad but now he is coming out of it again. It's really weird because sometimes he seems fine and then other times he is totally lost and can't see. It's agony to see him like this and then he pulls out of it for a glimmer of hope. I keep hearing everyone saying to me that I need to prepare for him dying. Well there is nothing that is going to make it any better or easier. No matter what I do it's going to be devastating.